Cadalisme

Bingung..

Ketika melihat mu membicarakannya, seakan dia sempurna, seakan dia lah pelabuhan akhir kehidupan mu, seakan dialah manusia terakhir dalam kehidupan ini

Don't You open your eyes..?

Tak lihat kah dirimu, bahwa ada aku di sekitarmu ? Seorang yang menyukaimu, yang rela melakukan apapun demi dirimu, atukah diri ini hanya imaji semu bagi dirimu? Atau mungkin dia telah membutakan matamu..?

Gelisah...

Melihat dirimu dengan dirinya, dirnya yang kau idam-idamkan, dirinya yang menampilkan pelangi dihidupmu, namun mendatangkan mendung di diri ini.

Mungkinkah...

Suatu hari kau menyadarinya..? menyadari akan semua yang telah ku lakukan..? menyadari atas usaha agar kau menganggap aku ada..? 

With our eyes wide open, we...
With our eyes wide open, we...

So this is the end of the story,
Everything we had, everything we did,
Is buried in dust,
And this dust is all that's left of us.
But only a few ever worried.

Well the signs were clear, they had no idea.
You just get used to living in fear,
Or give up when you can't even picture your future.

We walk the plank with our eyes wide open.

We walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...
(Walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...)
Yeah, we walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...
(Walk the plank with our eyes wide open.)

Some people offered up answers.
We made out like we heard, they were only words.
They didn't add up to a change in the way we were living,
And the saddest thing is all of it could have been avoided.

But it was like to stop consuming's to stop being human,
And why would I make a change if you won't?
We're all in the same boat, staying afloat for the moment.

We walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...
(Walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...)
Yeah we walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...
(Walk the plank with our eyes wide open.)
We walk the plank with our eyes wide open,
We walk the plank with our eyes wide open,
We walk the plank with our eyes wide open, we...

With our eyes wide open, we walk the plank, we walk the plank.
With our eyes wide open, we walk the plank, we walk the plank, we walk the plank.
With our eyes wide open, we walk the plank, we walk the plank.

That was the end of the story.

Gotye - Eyes Wide Open

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone,
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach Back through the past I'd whisper in your ear
"Oh darling, I wish you were here"

(Owl City)

Cuman mau nge-share aje kepada pemirsa sekalian galery baru saya...

Alhamdulillah, setelah kurang lebih setahun mengumpulkan uang, untuk membeli kamera, akhirnya terwujud hari ini. Walau hanya kamera bekas, yang gak sampai sepuluh jutaan, 'I'm proud of my sacrifise' buat dapetin kamera beginian.